- I have an interview tomorrow. I don't tend to "do" nervous but find I am a bit nervous for this one. I'm trying to see that as a good sign...I want it. And not just because I feel a bit useless since I'm not working and can't even really help with housework since I can't move too freely.
- I am still in a lot of pain.
- On that note, I've been thinking again about assumptions. I've been skipping weights entirely and walking really slow at the gym. I feel self-conscious about that. I've also been wondering what other gym-goers might assume about my relationship with my body. I am making assumptions here too, but there are a couple very heavy gym-goers and I sometimes wonder if they have any clue how much I battle my body or assume it is all easier for me since I'm a fit size.
- Last year, I suggested that Toyota engineered the oil spill since it totally knocked their accelerator issues out of the lead news spot. It is totally classless to say, but I had a fleeting thought about Libya causing the earthquake. Yeah, that totally counts against me in the good person tally.
- I haven't watched Jeopardy as much of late, which is really a commentary on how awful I feel. I did watch last night though and only one contestant made it to Final Jeopardy. I'm dorky enough to have found that really interesting....though I do think the contestant looked a bit bored in the game.
- I got two dozen roses and some chocolates this week from the new guy because he wanted to make me smile when I've been in a lot of pain. It worked.
- I used some Target giftcards for new bedding. I am quite proud of my insight in buying a King-Size comforter set to better fit the Queen-Sized bed that has an extra deep mattress and an additional mattress pad on top. The "deep pocket" Queen-Size sheets are also a definite improvement...especially with my habit of kicking in my sleep which often demolished the not-quite-fitting regular ones.
- I have no interest in Saint Patrick's Day. Well, I have an interest in the Mint Oreo Blizzard-of-the-Month.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
not so deep thoughts
I confess....sometimes I have no idea what to write as an intro for a bullet point post...
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I like hearing (reading) positive thoughts from you. I was introduced to another blog this morning (a girl who eats Paleo but struggles with BED). She made this comment in her "intro" post. I wanted to share...It made me think of you.
Someone once told me that you can never condemn a disordered eater for their habits, because the actions they are taking are the best ways they know how to deal with the demons inside them.
I worry at the gym too. When I go early in the morning there are a few hardcore body builders that I always think are judging me because I don't lift as much weight, and I am usually only at the gym for 45 minutes. I finally had to just get over it and get on with my workouts.
Duh. I meant to include a link in case you wanted to read....
http://paleopepper.com/2011/01/before-and-after/
thanks for the link lauren...i'll check it out.
russ -- it really only gets in my head when i'm in injury mode which i think is b/c i struggle with feeling okay about the reduced workout myself even when i rationally know it is wise. i will go back to one of my old favorite gym comments and say ansley was a GREAT gym for a hetero female...plenty to watch, NO ONE watching me
I'm watching Jeopardy right now. They all made it to final Jeopardy today.
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